Adult beginner rider, squircles, circles and anxiety to boot lesson 9

Adult beginner rider, Lesson nine begins with me in a bad head space. Some days you just don’t have it together. Help turning in thighs would be helpful. Lesson nine I learn the basics of turning in circles. I made squircles but I’m getting there.Anxiety in riding is really horrible and my anxiety is something I cannot control at times.

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